Thoughts fleeting across paper

So many days have been spent believing that we need to find ourselves in another's arms.
Too many hearts have cracked across the granite of another's gaze.
I am not a person known for wasting my time in frivolous pursuits.
Please contain your pugnacious attitude and naïveté
I am unimpressed by your cocky attitude and blatant disregard for structures of day to day manners.
Elitism is a fault of mine - one I consider a fault and a gift.
Why be bothered by the Bourgeoisie amongst us when the proletariate and I have much more in common.
I have no need for simple love or flimsy attachments.
I'm unimpressed by your crackled decoration and floozie pose.
Please leave me alone in my home full of broken hearts. 

Getting Really Tired...

So after a really long day I happen upon a post on a social media site. It is shown below:

meinschatzii:

I’d like to clarify something. I am not racist against native americans in the sense of “I hate you, random stranger I never met before just because of your ethnicity or race”. All I meant was I don’t like the fact I have native American in my bloodline because I don’t really…

My Response is below:

"The German people are not a warlike nation. It is a soldierly one, which means it does not want a war, but does not fear it. It loves peace but also loves its honor and freedom" -Hitler

Although genocide has a long and bitter history, the word itself did not exist until the Nazis’ attempted extermination of the Jews and Gypsies.(6) Hitler actually was inspired by the American genocide of the native Americans! (7) 

Percentage-wise the genocide of the American Indians exceeds the horror of the German atrocities perpetrated in the death camps against Jews, Gypsies, Poles, Russians, communists, etc. combined. (8) Under the definitions of genocide provided in the Convention on the Punishment and Prevention of the Crime of Genocide the practice continued well into the twentieth century and some authorities claim it is still practiced. (9) 

While America did not have death camps, anticipating its later fondness for free enterprise, it put Americans in business by offering bounties for each Indian killed. A recruiting poster for Indian Fighters can be seen athttp://www.iwchildren.org/calif.htm. Illustrious Americans were almost unanimous in there desire to exterminate the Indians, including such famous presidents as George Washington, Thomas Jefferson, Andrew Jackson, and Theodore Roosevelt. (10) Thegenocide was so indoctrinated into the national conscience that, even in the twentieth century, after the Indian wars had terminated and long after Indians had virtually disappeared from the East Coast, I can recall frequently hearing the statement “The best Indian is a dead Indian.” (11)  

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So I'm getting really tired of America and its sad excuse for an education system. Actually it seems like our medical system is really screwed up to. These people are the reasons why we should be more wisely spending our budget - spending more in schools and getting people educated. When I see a post like this with such a sad memory of the history they cite I become nauseated. Furthermore the train of thought is poor and their understanding of words, denotation and social sciences is severely lacking. Get a job, go to school and stop posting ignorance on the web Mr. NeoNazi. 

Late night thoughts. . .

Was Socratism and the movements it inspired attempts to escape declining health by propelling humanity faster towards sickness - much like how a ship escapes a whirlpool by speeding along the current to shoot outwards? 

Nov. 18

There are times while here at Allegheny College when I am struck by unmeasurable despair. I suppose there is nothing terribly surprised about the feelings that I am having today - they are not unique or different from something I've experienced before. I suppose that going through life and situations before makes the lesson learned and the experience gone.
I hope some days that my love could leave my body like the rain leaves the desert sands
That just as quickly it kisses the red sandstones where wildflowers spring from the soil to quickly wilt away it flows away to the next town.
Some days I wish to be nothing more than a waif.
Because then perhaps I would not be ridiculed for being shy, or quiet, or reserved - but rather felt like a breeze without taking anything with me that wasn't my own.
Just let me be alone in myself and free from the chains that bind, that hold, that cut into my heart and soul. 

私 は 大学生 で 米国 です.

Occasionally it becomes a struggle to keep oneself on the upside. It is not because anything in particular, but instead because of the nature of the day.
Some moments in the world's history are not always the brightest. 

I see you secret grotto

Hiding    -      between the Mighty Oaks

and flexible reeds

lost within yourself

like human confidence, a simple sigh

Secret Grotto

the Wind plays your song

then caresses my cheek – invitingly.

Calling me in.

And a flicker of movement betrays your silence

-

my skin, Hot and glistening from sweat, trembles

from fear,

from passion,

from want.

-

soft, sweet, silken secrets wait within

caught in the neck

tirelessly walking within

A leaf tickles my face

And      slowly slides down the rest of my body

Nerve Explosions

As clear eyes gaze through mine.